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10/14/2009 找工作 2009年，国庆节过后，我又要开始找工作了。什么也不说，上路吧。如果我凯旋归来，我一定会和大家一起再唱战歌，如果不幸我郁闷了，请大家不要哭泣，因为我也是个俗人。我依旧还是那么的吊儿郎当，没心没肺，呵呵，挺好的！ 12/18/2008 不懈怠不折腾就能够实现 中新网12月18日电 中共中央总书记、国家主席、中央军委主席胡G在今日上午举行的纪念中共十一届三中全会召开三十周年大会上提出，我们的伟大目标是，到我们党成立100年时建成惠及十几亿人口的更高水平的小康社会，到新中国成立100年时基本实现现代化，建成富强民主文明和谐的社会主义现代化国家。
胡G强调，只要我们不动摇、不懈怠、不折腾，坚定不移地推进改革开放，坚定不移地走中国特色社会主义道路，就一定能够胜利实现这一宏伟蓝图和奋斗目标。 8/21/2008 Is the world watching a new Tang dynasty?（the globe and mail ）Is the world watching a new Tang dynasty?VISHAKHA DESAI President of the Asia Society August 18, 2008 The world watched with awe the amazing spectacle of the opening Olympic ceremony in Beijing. We saw the electronic unrolling of Chinese scrolls replete with great historic symbols, and we were mesmerized by dancers creating "harmony," using their bodies as ink brushes. There were 2,008 martial arts students performing millennium-old moves with mechanical precision, while the flying celestials and the galloping torchbearer created a sense of heavenly abode on Earth. There was another time when China dazzled the world: the Tang dynasty (618-907), often thought of as China's golden age, when it was truly the "middle kingdom" at the centre of the universe. Its capital, Chang An (modern-day Xian) was a world-class city; visitors came from all over and were dazzled by its wealth, beauty and power. Its emperors used silver from Persia, glass from Europe, precious stones from Central Asia, and gold implements from India. Open, confident and cosmopolitan, China connected with the world with ease, adopting new ideas and projecting its own indigenous creations. It's no wonder Chinese scholars sometimes say that China is entering a new Tang dynasty. Indeed, when China was awarded the Olympic Games in 2001, the country's official Xinhua news agency called it a "milestone in China's rising international status and a historical event in the great renaissance of the Chinese nation." For seven years, Chinese officials and artists worked tirelessly to make this dream of a "renaissance" a glittering reality, and they exceeded all expectations. But how should we understand the broader implications of the opening ceremony, both for China and the outside world? First, the good news. In keeping with China's recent efforts to reveal its "soft" side was the projection of China as a nascent leader of the new international cultural order. The Bird's Nest stadium was the creation of the multinational design team of Herzog & de Meuron, with suggestions from the visual artist Ai Weiwei. Many artists involved in the creation of the spectacle, including fireworks specialist Cai Guo-Qiang, dance star Shen Wei, and composer Tan Dun, earned their fame primarily in the West. Even Zhang Yimou, the lead impresario for the event, gained fame in the West through his early films chronicling the hard life of a young modern China.
Chinese officials had clearly decided these diaspora darlings of the international art scene should be claimed as China's own. Their ability to bridge the traditions of East and West and to create a new space for creativity that can transcend the cultural specificities of the past in favour of a new blended future could be squarely associated with China's own global aspirations. Not surprisingly, the Chinese leadership was keen to avoid any reference to the past two centuries of struggle and humiliation, or to its problematic political agendas and thorny trade issues. At the same time, it could be argued that the spectacle of the opening ceremony was intended to overcome China's historic humiliation by the West and signal a new chapter. As in the Tang dynasty, arts and culture were centre stage, reflecting the country's economic prowess and political might. But the extravaganza also left lingering doubts. Why such a drive to prove to the world that these had to be the very best Olympics? Some have said the effort suggests a hint of insecurity. It should also be noted that while Mao was conspicuously absent in the ceremonies, his Communist legacy was present in subtle ways. The relentless emphasis on the "harmonious" presence of large groups of performers left no room for individual voices. Ironically, while younger Chinese are obsessed with personal stylistic statements, the drama of the opening ceremony was a collective expression at the service of the state. Chinese intellectuals have always been cognizant of this tension between individual creativity and collective will. How will the new China balance these two conflicting needs? As we contemplate the potential arrival of the new Tang dynasty, we should remember the message of the old Tang dynasty poet Po Chu-i: Sent as a present from Annam A red cockatoo. Coloured like the peach-tree blossom Speaking with the speech of men. And they did to it what is always done To the learned and eloquent. They took a cage with stout bars And shut it up inside. 8/20/2008 Kobe bigger than Yao, maybe bigger than Mao(Chicago Sun-Times)Kobe bigger than Yao, maybe bigger than Mao
August 18, 2008
BY JAY MARIOTTI Sun-Times Columnist
BEIJING -- The public-address announcer, though suitably caffeinated, has no chance. Before he even begins to belt out the name, a trembling anticipation grips 18,000 people inside the Olympic Basketball Gymnasium. "WHOOAAAAAA ... AHHHHHH!!" goes the quick, staccato cheer, distinctive to the Chinese and their rock-star-mad love for their favorite player. The exultant hero trots onto the court, aglow with pride, nodding in appreciation. Yao Ming, one would guess. One would be wrong. "I'm very happy about it. To be this well-received, it feels great, man," said Kobe Bryant, a polarizing figure in America but somehow as popular in China as chopsticks and ping pong. "I feel right at home." I've seen some oddities during my days and nights here: a talking golf cart, a Kung Fu exhibition at a chic nightclub, buses and cars that keep driving through crosswalks when pedestrians have the green light, animal penis on menus, an immovable donkey on a back road near the Great Wall, David Schwimmer and Billy Dec schmoozing up the mayor at a Chicago 2016 party and a Japanese judo coach who said this after his powerhouse team underachieved and won only two gold medals: "I have to bear the responsibility, and I think that I should slit my belly to apologize." But nothing has been more shocking than the discovery that Kobe is a bigger sensation than Yao, the famed 7-6 giant who has hoisted China onto the world sports map and symbolized his nation's basketball boom. Do the people here not realize that Bryant, with the possible exception of Alex Rodriguez, is the superstar athlete that Americans most like to hate? Did they miss his rape trial in Colorado, his megalomaniacal role in the Shaquille O'Neal/Lakers split, his no-show in the NBA Finals against Boston? In the States, we've learned to accept the bad with the good regarding the Kobe Experience, respecting him as the most explosive and charismatic player since Michael Jordan yet also realizing he's capable of exasperating us at any time. Here, somehow, they love him unconditionally, and if you don't believe me, note whose NBA jersey has been the top seller in China for three years. That would be Kobe's. Yao? He's 10th, down from sixth last year. "I know he's big back home, but I think he's bigger here," said Chris Paul, one of Bryant's Team USA backcourt mates. "I've got to go in the other direction when I'm with him. It's crazy," said U.S. star Chris Bosh, talking during a press conference in which Bryant was positioned strategically and mobbed by more media than 10 American players combined, with only LeBron James in the same ballpark. "I saw a guy after Kobe gave him an autograph, and he took off running, laughing and jumping to tell his friends. I don't know what it was like for the Beatles, but from what I've seen, it's close." The English-language newspaper China Daily editorialized Sunday about some of the indelible names from these Olympic Games. The country's first gold-medal winner, female weightlifter Chen Xiexia, was listed. So was film director Zhang Yimou, the creative mind behing the opening ceremonies. "Not to mention NBA stars Kobe Bryant, Yao Ming and Yi Jianlian," the paper wrote, in that order. And we won't soon forget the astonishing hullabaloo over Bryant during the ceremonies, when the predominantly Chinese crowd began chanting his name. Said Tyson Gay, the American sprinter whose would-be stardom in the 100 meters ended in disappointment: "The crowd was chanting, `Ko-be! Ko-be!" and I wanted to get next to him so I would be on TV." Then there were the scenes in the Olympic village, where he has been mobbed by athletes from all countries during a couple of visits. Stunned that a superstar with a $136 million deal would leave Team USA's five-star digs at the Inter-Continental Hotel to hang with other Olympians, they gave Bryant the same love as the fans. You can check it out on YouTube, where footage of his second visit has drawn a hit barrage. When he happened to run into swimming icons Michael Phelps and Dara Torres, he changed roles and asked them to pose for his cellphone camera. "That's the first time I ever said, `Hey, take this picture,'" Bryant said. "I'm taking the picture and putting it in my office." So, I suppose you want to me to psychoanalyze this phenomenon. How, in a Communist country, does Kobe Bean Bryant transcend all other figures at the Games? Having watched three Team USA games with the adoring Chinese on the west side of town, I'll try to explain. The NBA, please understand, is a hot business here. Commissioner David Stern has been eyeing China and its 1.3 billion people as prime, fertile turf for his grand globalization plan, and the strategy has helped cultivate more than 400 million hoops fans, a bigger pool than the entire U.S. population. NBA games are televised regularly, and the hugely rated broadcasts allow viewers to adopt favorite players. Bryant's magnetism has tantalized the most fans, I'm told, because he's seen as Hollywood -- a point-scoring machine who plays in Los Angeles, benefits from Nike's smothering marketing presence in China and has a seductive charm to him. He's hardly alone, of course. The collective expanse of Team USA is treated like a traveling religious revival, too. The other night, the fans were thrilled and dancing in their seats after China's tense victory over Dirk Nowitzki and Germany. But minutes later, when the Americans took the court for the next game, they didn't miss a beat and roared with thundering approval. Last week's China-USA game was unprecedented in that the fans cheered for both teams. A basket by Yao or Yi was celebrated, yet when Kobe or two other favorites, James and Dwyane Wade, would dunk a ball, the crowd grew delirious. Humbled by it all, Bryant tries to credit Yao. "I think he has a lot to do with that," he said. "He was the one that kind of built the bridge from China to the United States." If so, the Americans are romping across it, received here much differently than they were at the Athens Games four years ago. "Coming to China helps it," Wade said. "Our game is very global, very big over here. There's a lot of fans that we have over here. Everywhere we go, they show their excitement for us. It wasn't like that in Greece. We were looked at as cocky athletes, overpaid and all that. But over here, they really appreciate the game of basketball that we play." "The fans are crazy. They know you everywhere you go," said Deron Williams, who isn't in Champaign-Urbana anymore. "There's nowhere you can go in this city without being recognized. Everybody's [called] by their last name. "Except Kobe. Kobe's `Kobe.' " And then there's Yao. Don't get me wrong: He's an admired figure in a nation obviously proud that he has gone to the U.S., handled himself with great dignity and become a major star. After the Germany victory, he was the last one off the court and was serenaded by the audience. But at 7-6, how many people actually can relate to him here? It's revealing that his Houston Rockets teammate, Tracy McGrady, has been third on China's jersey sales list the last two years. McGrady is similar to Bryant in his extraordinary athleticism and scoring skill. In China, they seem to get more jazzed about sleek cars, in the NBA parlance, than their own towering monument. Which might explain why Bryant, no dummy, continues to insist he'll explore the global marketplace when he's free to leave the Lakers in 2010. In Stern's zeal to market globally, he also might sabotage his own league in the negotiating leverage he creates for his greatest players. If the U.S. economy continued to be weak, why wouldn't Bryant, James and Wade try to cash in around the world? When Kobe was asked if he, like James, would consider a one-year, $50-million contract with a team overseas, he didn't hedge. "I'd go. I'd probably go," said Bryant, who spent part of his childhood in Italy. "Like Milan or something like that, where I grew up … Do you know any reasonable person who would turn down 50?" His raging popularity also explains why he hasn't followed up on his intentions to speak out about the Chinese government's relationship with Sudan. Last year, Bryant taped a public-service announcement denouncing the situation in Darfur, where hundreds of thousands have lost lives. "Together, we have the power to change the world," he said. Now? When asked by Yahoo Sports if he'd continue the anti-China crusade, he deflected the issue like an errant pass. "Nothing’s changed. It's just time to play basketball," said Bryant, flip-flopping wildly. "I'm not a government official or politician. I'll let them do that." After all, he's too busy absorbing the Beijing love. All together now: "WHOOAAAAAA ... AHHHHHH!!" 8/19/2008 Hopes of a nation dashed as China's Games lose their star performer(The Guardian)Hopes of a nation dashed as China's Games lose their star performerIt does not matter if he returns to the Olympics in London. Liu Xiang - and 1.3 billion people - cannot replace their loss August 18,2008 8:12AM Unifying a fifth of the world's population takes some doing, but Liu Xiang had come pretty close. Two days before the end of the last Olympics, the young sprinter from Shanghai established the format for the next four years of his life when he won gold in Athens, the first Chinese man to triumph in a track and field event in the history of the Games. It was a masterplan with its route clearly mapped out. The final of the 110m hurdles here in Beijing on Thursday night was the destination, and Liu had 1.3bn people following his path. This morning at the Bird's Nest Stadium here in Beijing, China's glorious, spectacular production of the greatest sports show lost its star performer. At 11.45am, workers across the country had stopped when Liu Xiang made his way from the call-room to the track, being greeted by close on 90,000 for a session of track and field where only one race mattered. It was the first round of the 110m hurdles, and from the moment the picture of him warming up hit the giant screens, the cheering started. As he emerged on to the track, the flag-waving began. He took his place in lane two. He adjusted his starting blocks and he took off his tracksuit top. But then when he walked to the line, he had more than a slight limp. He stretched out his right leg. He slipped into position. He moved hesitantly when there was a false start. He stood up and, as quickly as he entered, he left. No matter how many gold medals the host nation win or how fast Usain Bolt ran in the 100m or how often Beijing is mentioned in the same sentence as Michael Phelps, Liu Xiang had provided China with its seminal moment of these Games. The shock was palpable on the people. Workers who had united to watch the first appearance of their sporting hero did not utter a word when he wandered away. They just looked at each other, in disbelief. It does not matter if he returns to the Olympics in London in 2012 to make up for this hell. Or if he regains the world record. Or if he wins the world title next summer. Liu Xiang - and those 1.3 billion people - cannot replace their loss. Since that August evening in Athens in 2004, his every move had been scrutinised. He did not hide away. But he was advised to allow it become part of his preparation. Whatever happened, he would be in the spotlight, and it was only going to grow brighter. Few athletes knew what he was going through, but Cathy Freeman was the exception. In Sydney in 2000, the Australian 400m runner was carrying the weight of a country, an Aborigine who bridged the gap of a nation. "For me, I couldn't afford to get too sentimental about how I made people feel, it's such a personal time in his life, he shouldn't compromise," she said of Liu. "He has to maintain his priorities, keep his perspective. He's already proven that he can perform under pressure and he should pretty much take that model and use it. It's just another day at the office. "I was absolutely honoured. I didn't see it as a distraction or as a negative, I was so confident in my abilities as an athlete ... there was nothing that was going to detract from my performance." And so it proved when she won gold. Only at the end of the race, when she sat on the track looking into space, did the whole occasion get the better of her. She would have still been sitting there if she had her way. Liu knew the pressure, and nothing was going to stop his progress towards Beijing. Except, the curse of the untimely injury. Since May, he has been battling to be fit. Yet it did not stop the biggest scramble for tickets for Thursday night in the Bird's Nest, let alone this morning's round of heats. He had entered the public's prominence when he won gold in Athens, at the time equalling the world record-holder held by Colin Jackson, of Britain, of 12.91. He was the gold medallist in the sport that often defines a Games. China had their talismanic figure, and his every move has been dissected ever since. His victory at the world championships in Osaka last summer only increased the excitement. He had been injured, yes, and in June he had also lost the world record he had taken to 12.88 when Dayron Robles, of Cuba, ran 12.87 in Ostrava. But he did not want to let the people down. The biggest night of them all here was set to be a duel between the pair, but the drama arrived before the final act. Silence among the people. All 1.3 billion of them. CommentsPlease note: In order to post a comment you need to be registered and signed in for guardian.co.uk blogs. Aritz1
August 18, 2008 10:03 AMAshford/gbr It's always sad to see an olympian have to retire due to injury, especially more so when they have a realistic chance of winning. But its probably worse seeing someone retire after they had no chance of winning, and then embarrass their nation by blubbing on live TV. Thats not a one off, its now 2 olympics when I've had to turn the TV off thanks to that. Good luck to China on track+field, regardless of political opinion the games have been very well organised. (Hope they finish above the US of course)[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] hailDamien
August 18, 2008 10:13 AM At least he did not buckle under the pressure of sponsors to compete in the event (a la Ronaldo France 98). If there was a gold medal that China wanted, this would be it. [Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] Shekky
August 18, 2008 10:49 AMLichfield/gbr I would be saddened if he became villified in China. The Chinese should remember he is a human being, first and foremost, subject to his body's whims. There were scores of articles about the pressure he faced leading up to these Games, and I hope he can just take it on the chin and not look back. He really shows a playful side of China - bubbly, charismatic, a bit of cheek - much more preferable to the automatons of the government.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] seanieh66
August 18, 2008 11:18 AMLondon/gbr The thing that annoys me the most about the women's marathon is this. PR never had a hope of winning and yet again failed quite publically, yet a Briton did manage to come 6th. However, it has all been Paula this, Paula that. No mention of Mara who ran an amazing race and finished in the top ten. Paula talks about 2012, but she'll be too old by then despite what her PR machine might have us believe. Move over and focus on those who did do well.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] DarkwingDuck
August 18, 2008 11:58 AMReading/gbr I stayed up all night to watch Liu Xiang so can only express my disappointment for athletics that a potentially dramatic and great contest has been avoided. I do have sympathy for Xiang, as I'm sure it must be hurting inside, and to lose Trammell as well means the 110m hurdles has just got a lot less interesting. I tend to recall the last week being a bit of a letdown in previous olympics (bar 1996 perhaps) and it seems to be the case again. The athletics tends to be bigged up but this time around it has had Bolt and little else. I hope there is still something to lift these Olympics up and minimise the damage of Xiang's exit.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] Goodspeed
August 18, 2008 12:17 PMLondon/gbr Couldn't agree more about PR. And Brendon Holmes was so pleading and pathetic "this isn't the last... please Paula, tell us you'll be back.." Oh ffs. That would be bad enough on its own, but as has rightly been observed the poor girl who equalled any british woman's olympic performance in the marathon in the modern era was completely ignored. 2012 is going to be a shambles - no non-british competitor is going to get a look in... If Liu Xiang teaches us anything its that we have to find a way of releiving the pressure on our athletes.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] Cheradenine
August 18, 2008 12:32 PMLondon/gbr This is bad news for Liu Xiang. I expect he'll be sent for a spell in a re-education camp. JimmyGimpo
August 18, 2008 12:45 PM Paula Radcliffe appears to think it's all about her. That makes her - for me at least - hard to like, despite her talent. As for the great Chinese hope - it's a great shame for him personally, but on the other hand a rather amusing dent in the host nation's sense of sporting manifest destiny. A few years ago in Beijing I enjoyed an evening out with a group of football fans - but was slightly alarmed by their insistence that "China will win the World Cup by 2010. We're the biggest country in the world, so we'll be the best." Granted, you'd get a different view in a more worldly-wise place like Shanghai, but ever since I have been amused by China's failures to qualify for World Cups and the like. [Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] HuhhotHarry
August 18, 2008 12:46 PMHohhot/chn Having lived in China for the last 6 years, I have seen at first hand how Liu Xiang has been raised to an almost demi-godlike status. In the last 6 hours since his injury forced exit, I have talked to Chinese friends who have turned on him, some even likening him to being a traitor and a demon sent to decieve them. In my experience Chinese people generally are not 'good losers.' You are either number one or nothing. Furthermore, and quite understandably given the countries relatively recent sports development, very few of them have any idea about the realities of sports and just don't understand that Liu could not 'run through the pain' as many seem to think he should have done. Unfortunately for him, I think he will be a bit of persona non grata for the next few months. However, a winter recovering, some good training, and if he can regain the world record next summer, and he is a winner again, most will be forgiven. Look for the banks of empty seats on Thursday night.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] DrMaybe
August 18, 2008 1:04 PM seanieh66 - 38 is old for a marathon runner, but not impossible. The women's marathon has been won by a 38 year old once in its history. Not sure why you forgot that, as it happened all of two days ago. I think Radcliffe will be all of two weeks older at the marathon in 2012 than Constantina Diṭă-Tomescu was at this one. [Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] Taylor10
August 18, 2008 1:04 PMLondon/gbr Paula Radcliffe = LOSER!!!... just give up now, does she honestly think she's got any chance of winning in 2012..?? She should just retire, which she should have done after that fiasco in Anthens, she only runs well when theres money to be won.. waste of space[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] seanbob
August 18, 2008 1:15 PM Wow the anti-PR mob is still going strong. 'Waste of space'? Really intelligent comment that. Back to the point of the article, great shame for Liu Xiang and China. And for the Olympics itself! Let's hope Britain has someone to carry the flag in one of the top track and field events in 4 years. Slim pickings at the moment.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] Skinz
August 18, 2008 1:17 PM Maybe it's because I don't understand the level of Liu Xiang's status in China but the medal table shows plenty of other reasons for the Chinese to be happy.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] pepp
August 18, 2008 1:18 PMSydney/aus it was a magic moment, Cathy.. thankyou for it, an honour to see and be there for it. I reorganised my day to see him run the heat, he was electrifying in Athens... and my other reason was, I wanted to hear again the unearthly roar I was in the middle of that September night at Homebush, Sydney. This rumble began when the starters walked out to the blocks.. we wanted that win for her , and we wanted Cathy to know it was for her. So I was sorry to see it unfold for Liu Xiang. I believed that roar would have come, even though it was just a heat. I felt as one with those waiting in anticipation. But what I will never understand was the silence.. I cannot imagine what 120,000 AU nutters at Homebush that night would have done had Cathy limped . ... silence?? somehow, I doubt it. Yelps, coos of love and sympathy, howls, roars, wild singing, .. any of these.. the situation didn't arise, but now.. I wonder... the silence. I would give a lot to understand that.. [Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] remedy83
August 18, 2008 1:20 PMCamden/gbr This story definitely rings a bell; probably most Greeks empathize with what the Chinese felt, when the Kenteris-Thanou scandal ('passing' WADA testings-'motorcycle accident'-eventually handing in accreditations to the IOC and disappearing from the face of Earth) broke out in Athens, in 2004... I'm not implying anything about the Chinese athlete: I'm just comparing the effect on people's hopes and expectations... I myself am Greek, and was volunteering at the Olympic News Service during the Athens Games. I can still remember the shock; we were stunned in front of our screens and absolutely disappointed (and no, not all of us were as knowledgeable of the whole plot, as a few turned out to have been)... For the record, people who had bought the tickets for that day were eventually 'compensated' by witnessing the totally unexpected victory of Fani Chalkia, at the 400 m. hurdles (-race took place around the timeslot of the race Kenteris was expected to run). I'm only mentioning this because the tickets were disproportionately expensive, and I've met Greeks who made ends meet to take their kids to this 'once-in-a-lifetime event'. Chalkia, who obviously had the time of her life, spoke of 'victorious Greek DNA' etc... Four years later -that is, just last Saturday (16/08/08)- Chalkia was announced to have been found positive to M3, and left the Beijing Olympic Village. Greek sports are in the midst of an unprecedented crisis. Beijing medal count for the Greek team so far: 1 silver, 2 bronze. Total Athens 2004 medal count: 6 gold, 6 silver, 4 bronze. Doing the math is easy; what's behind it, isn't, I suspect. What I'm trying to say, is that it's become so obvious that champion athletes are the ones who either have access to the high-tech, still untraceable drugs, or whose bodies can tolerate/ conceal them best, or who can quit on them just in time and still be eligible for a medal... Olympic games are now nothing but freak games, the arms race for the 21st century. Just take a look at that Phelps guy - I have never seen a weirder silhouette and, again, I'm merely an observer. It just really strikes me when I take a look at photos of Spitz, some thirty years ago... He was winning medals too, lots of them; still, on today's measures, he looks surprisingly... human. The Games are now completely irrelevant. I'm not talking about any 'olympic ideals' (strikes me as a bit weird to talk of 'internationality' regarding any set of ideals, not to mention athletic ones. Every nation has its own set, influenced by history, tradition, politics: end of story!) but, just, does the IOC -or the world, as far as I'm concerned- have any ambitions of dwelling health habits to the people via the Games, in a feast sponsored by soft drink/hamburger/chocolate/TV/computer/car-manufacturing companies? What IS the message we're trying to get through to the people - and most importantly, to the young generation? I know this sounds cliché -probably is, too- but, what is it all about to the kids now passionate with supermen or supergirls, many to be found doped a couple of years later?[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] mullar
August 18, 2008 1:40 PMLondon/gbr You guys really are harsh on Paula Radcliff, calling her a loser when she's set world records and won some big marathons is very over the top. Some marathon runners improve a lot with less training, others have the ability to do masses of training and still show improvements. PR is in the latter camp, she does more mileage than anyone in her training and is totally dedicated to her sport, at the last Olympics she stopped because she wasn't going to win and she was castigated for it (I agreed that she should have finished), this time she keeps going through gritted teeth and she still gets a level of abuse that no other successful British athlete gets, I really do find it strange. If the press focus on her too much that's only because the public have an appetite for stories about one of the best athletes we have produced, and it's hardly her fault.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] BobBarnes
August 18, 2008 2:29 PMLondon/gbr Nice to see people being as childish on this blog as they are on the Bolt blog. I'd assumed Guardian readers were more objective and considered in their views, but recent blogs stink of a Mail-esque reaction, and a Daily Mirror-style attempt to knock the country's most successful winners. PR is the best marathon runner this country has ever produced, and arguably the best the world has ever seen. Her determination to compete and finish *is* to be admired, whatever the anti-PR tribe think. Luck isn't on her side when it comes to the Olympics, but I can think of another former British athlete who had a similar Olympic curse - Colin Jackson. Still, he's a hero because he 'failed' in Barcelona and held a world record. Shame the same can't be said of Radcliffe. Oh..... Such a pity for Liu, because he's a fantastic hurdler. It will be interesting to see how the Chinese squad responds, because just as medal wins in one discipline can inspire competitors in other disciplines, so the loss of a hero and team leader can negatively affect subsequent team performances. Full marks to him for going out there and giving it a go though. I wonder how China would have reacted had he not walked ou tof the ready room at all.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] jamie12
August 18, 2008 2:46 PMStockport/gbr Agree with Pepp: about the silence. There was also the fact that he was not involved in the opening ceremony which struck me as weird at the time. Notsofanatic
August 18, 2008 3:30 PM Just got to see the video with Liu, and it is obvious that young man was in pain and forcing himself to perform against his body's will. There is something about Olympics and other major competitions that give me an unsavory feeling. I'm sure many of the spectators who had high hopes on Liu were saddened and sympathetic to their athlete - but I am also sure many were angry; just as I recall many brits in 2004 being furious about Redcliffe performance (or lack of). Sometimes I feel like if the Olympics were a modern form of ancient gladiators when people would take joy on the suffering of others - maybe that's the reason why I despise Boxing and Wrestling. These athletes are human beings with feelings whom make it there via hard work, dedication and sacrifice - then awful things happen and spectators and fans display their anger sometimes in the most insensitive way. I understand China and Chinese people unwavering desire to 'prove themselves to the world' but the price their athletes are paying borders slavery and abuse - many of them being separated from their families for months and years in order to build these robots. I can only hope China wins all the medals of all colors and all the tallies, because if that's what will make them feel good, accomplished and most importantly save their athletes from agony, then be it. This reminds me another story: in 1994 during the World Cup here in US, in a match between US and Colombia, one Colombian player did a reverse goal that helped US win that game thus ending Colombia's dream of classifying to the quarter finals or something. Upon returning to Colombia, the poor guy was killed by angry compatriots who wouldn't accept the idea of Colombia losing to the US and worst as result of one unlucky move from one of their own players...I recall our news stating, if we had known how big a deal this was for Colombia that ended up costing the live of that player, we would've gladly give them the point and let them classify! luckypeach
August 18, 2008 3:44 PMShanghai/chn I completely agree with Huhhot Harry up in the neimeng. I live in Shanghai and have just spent the w'end up in Beijing. What people outside China won't perhaps realise is that these athletes are usually relatively one-dimensional gold medal meal tickets. It's not their fault, they are identified at an early age as having a 'correct' physiology for a certain sport and given the 'opportunity' of having a 'good' education at a sports school. They train like machines and rarely seem to develop much love for their sport. Liu Xiang, whilst being partly a propaganda machine, has a bit more about him, and has genuinely warmed the cockles of a lot of peoples' hearts. Having said that, this injury could, like all awful things, have a silver lining - if a nation were to realise that athletes are human. But from what I saw of the crowds, particularly when their women's rowers beat the UK, gold is all that matters this time around. There is little sportsmanship. The coaches should crank up the PR machine for this guy, show the kind of schedule he goes through. I keep reading how Phelps eats 12,000 calories a day - where's the stuff on these guys' routines? I can guarantee it ain't much more exciting than eat, sleep and swim either.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] iainl
August 18, 2008 4:18 PMHauppauge/usa Is this the same China that currently sits atop the medals table with more golds than 2nd and 3rd put together? I feel sorry for the guy that his race has been ruined by injury, but for the team as a whole they're not exactly lacking in the winner department. iainl
August 18, 2008 4:27 PM mullar - I obviously can't speak for everyone, but the complaints I've heard (and had myself) were not directed at Radcliffe, but the incredibly annoying media who regarded her disappointing performance more newsworthy than Mara's 6th, or that over in other sports we were gaining medals. unsouthbank
August 18, 2008 4:28 PMLambeth/gbr I am a bit disgusted by some of the anti Paula Radcliffe remarks. She is an athlete, not just of exceptional natural ability, but one who works incredibly hard to make the most of her talent. She is not only the greatest female distance runner that this country has ever produced, but probably the best in the world. Her world record of 2 hours 15 minutes is amazing, has lasted for 5 years so far, and will probably last for a long time to come. In order to reach these standards of performance, she puts herself through an incrdibly punishing training regime, and that is why she is always walking a tightrope between super fitness and injury. She could cut down on her training and settle for mediocrity, but she doesn't. - That is why she has my admiration. As a former marathon runner of modest ability, I know how much it hurts, even when you are fit, and things are going well. I am certain that the idiots having a go at her haven't got a hundreth of her guts and determination. She is a human being, not a machine, and when the body gives up on you, there is absolutely nothing you can do about it. But at least she gave it everything, and if she showed a bit of emotion in failure, well once again, she is human and not a machine.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] aprilpulsar
August 18, 2008 4:30 PMJinan/chn I wish Liu Xiang a speedy recovery so he's back on track for the next competition, hopefully without all the undue pressure.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] iainl
August 18, 2008 4:49 PMHauppauge/usa unsouthbank - when Radcliffe set that record 5 years ago she was indeed a top-class athlete. But she's one athlete, and doesn't deserve several times the media coverage of other Team GB members who able to be in the top 10.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] McLefty
August 18, 2008 5:13 PMSurrey/can The Olympics - one of the last refuges for crass, pointless nationalistic fervour. The idea that a sport injury to an injury can cause national mourning and despair.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] unsouthbank
August 18, 2008 5:26 PMLambeth/gbr iainl I mainly agree with you - but that doesn't invalidate my point! She is obviously not at the peak that she was in 2003, but she is still the best we have got, and I simply admire her determination not to compromise and to give it her best shot. Yes, she ultimately failed and fell off the wrong side of the tightrope, but that happens to all great athletes from time to time. In 2012 she will be 38, the same age as this year's winner. The odds are very much against her but I would love to see her try! She reminds me a bit of Ron Clarke, for a time the finest runner of his generation in the sixties, but doomed not to achieve his goal of an olympic gold medal. Somehow, his gsllant failure lives longer in the memory that the success of those who beat him! Yes, of course the media hype is excessive, but that is not her fault. Yes, of course the spotlight should be shared by others, who are also superb athletes in their own way. Maybe it is because the world is full of mediocre runners like me, and perhaps we identify with her pain because we have tasted a bit of it ourselves.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] Inzaghi
August 18, 2008 5:57 PMLondon/gbr Aritz1- "It's always sad to see an olympian have to retire due to injury, especially more so when they have a realistic chance of winning. But its probably worse seeing someone retire after they had no chance of winning, and then embarrass their nation by blubbing on live TV. Thats not a one off, its now 2 olympics when I've had to turn the TV off thanks to that." Why bring her into this blog, since there is so much complaint about too much focus on her? She didn't retire this time, probably remembering the abuse she got for it last time from people who have no idea about distance running. Is it wrong to cry afterwards? It isn't helped by a reporter asking about how disappointing it is straight afterwards (i've noticed this recently, treatment of Gail Emms was particularly insensitive). Skinz- it is the prestige of a track event, but more importantly it dispels the idea that Asian people are unable to sprint. They don't feel weak as a race as a result of Liu Xiang's success. Look at the way a first individual gymnastics medal was greeted in the UK (Louis Smith). It was sad to watch Liu Xiang struggle, watching him try to warm-up it was clear he wouldn't be able to compete. I think it might have been even worse if he tried to run the race. What made it worse for me was that the crowd didn't seem aware of it, after the false start he was clearly in pain, but there was no reaction from the crowd at that point. [Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] donoinchina
August 18, 2008 6:43 PMChengdu/chn Hi my name is Don ORiordan I am a football coach working in China for Sheffield United FC with our club here in Chengdu the Chengdu Blades. Recently myself and our fitness coach Mark Laws have been working with the China Womens Olympic Football Team that won their group but failed to progress after losing to Japan in the Quarter Final. I have been in China now for 3 years or so and in that time I have seen the huge expectation heaped on Liu Xiangs shoulders to deliver gold in these Games. He is a fantastic athlete and I feel that it was not only his dream to win the gold medal but more than anything he wanted to win it to put smiles back on the peoples faces in this country because many people have had to endure so many bad and sad things this year i.e. the earthquake here in Sichuan and floods and heavy snow in other parts of the country where so many people have died. A lot of people have suffered misery and Liu Xiang like the China Womens team I have being working with, just wanted to give them something to smile about by being the best in the world. Sadly both Liu and the women failed to deliver but it was not for the lack of trying. Having been a professional player for 25 years in England playing with different clubs I suffered an achilles tendon injury playing for Notts County at Old Trafford in 1991 on the first day of the season. This was meant to be my biggest season of my career but this injury stopped me from playing another minute in the campaign that season. I just want to explain to people (who maybe through lack of knowledge of this injury), that it is impossible to run without pain and basically your brain takes over and says I cant run because there will be severe pain that will be intolerable and so you just cant run.For me it was devastating not to be able to play again that season especially seeing the team get relegated without me being able to help but compared to Liu Xiangs situation that was nothing. He has had the expectations of 20% of the worlds population on his shoulders and I can only presume that today he wanted to have a go to see could he get through the pain barrier which was impossible when it comes to this injury. I know through relaible sources that have recently worked with him that he wanted to win the gold in style by trying to break the WR in the final but now his dreams are shattered along with every other chinese person. It was almost like another natural disaster that happened to this country because the people have been in shock since it happened. He is their King and when people realise that he tried his best to deliver even today when he knew he had a problem I believe that his crown will rightly be restored . Like me many years ago he was hoping for a miracle and hoping that the pain might disappear sadly it didnt. He will be back from this setback he will put smiles back on the faces of his fans for years to come I am sure. The people of China have no need to doubt whether he had the stomach for this situation for sure he did he just could not beat the pain barrier, nobody can. So to the people of China believe in Liu Xiang he tried his best to win the gold medal for you all dont turn against him now when he needs you most. [Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] donoinchina
August 18, 2008 6:48 PMChengdu/chn Just an update having read my comment I meant to say it is impossible to run with this pain not without pain. [Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] SabinaSH
August 18, 2008 8:42 PM Witnessing Liu Xiang's withdrawal from the game is a very disheartening experience for me as a Chinese. This also makes me rethink how we should look upon an athlete. We are for certain amazed by the brilliant performance by athletes. But we should never forget the tear and sweat the athletes shed in their training, and all the sacrifice they make. Please pay respect to every athlete, including the one who has 'disappointed' you. [Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] McLefty
August 18, 2008 9:38 PMSurrey/can "But we should never forget the tear and sweat the athletes shed in their training, and all the sacrifice they make" Sacrifice for what? What are they trying to achieve?[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] windbag
August 19, 2008 1:16 AMYarram/aus If he was as injured as his melodramatic pre-race antics suggests, why did he even show up? It looked like a performance put on entirely for the benefit of the Central Party Committee.[Offensive? Unsuitable? Report this comment.] 8/17/2008 Houston - News：Yao leads China over Germany at OlympicsYao leads China over Germany at OlympicsDirk Nowitzki's team gets U.S. next after Americans whip Spain 119-82By FRAN BLINEBURY Chronicle Olympic BureauAug. 16, 2008, 11:14AM
BEIJING — Every time he made a shot, Yao Ming pumped his first. Each time one of his teammates made a play, he nodded his head vigorously and slapped him on the back. The opening game against Team USA was a social event, a world-wide happening. This was the game Yao wanted. This was effort that China needed to win to declare its Olympic experience as hosts as a success. With Yao pouring in 25 points and grabbing 11 rebounds, China made that statement with a 59-55 win over Germany on Saturday. (Also Saturday, LeBron James led six players in double figures as the United States beat Spain 119-82. The Cleveland Cavaliers star finished with 18 points and eight assists.) When the horn sounded, a triumphant Yao ran to the middle of the court with both arms raised high above his head and he joined his teammates in a circle for a dance. Then he ran off the floor, hooting and yelping and reaching to slap hands with fans who hung out of the stands. "It's a big day for China, but we want to do more," Yao said. The victory guarantees that the home team will advance to the quarterfinal round of the tournament and means China will at least equal its best-ever Olympic finish (8th place). China has one more preliminary round game against Greece and will face the No. 1 seed in Group A when the knockout round begins. But that's a problem for another day. This night was about standing up to the pressure of being in front of a roaring, hopeful home crowd that would have been devastated if its most high-profile team at the Olympics did not advance. "It was difficult psychologically for us," said China coach Jonas Kazlauskas. "We were playing at home and we just cannot lose this game." Yao played from the opening tip as if he simply would not let that happen. He got the ball inside against Germany's 7-footer NBA tandem of Dirk Nowitzki and Chris Kaman and he scored in the post. Yao moved as well as he has at any time in the tournament and played and shot the ball with confidence. He anchored the middle of China's zone defense and he effectively changed shots all night as Germany shot just 18-for-62 (29 percent) in the game. "We win this game tonight because of our defense and the way Yao played inside," Kazlauskas said. China won after once more blowing a double-digit lead in the fourth quarter. But instead of giving the game away like happened against Spain, Yao's bunch was able to right itself. When Nowitzki (24 points) hit a 3-pointer with 1:55 remaining to slice the lead to 56-55, the collapse seemed imminent. But after China missed three shots and Yao took a charge under the hoop against Nowitzki, the ball came to Yi Jianlian on the right wing and he drained a 16-footer with 28.1 seconds to go and China was able to hang on. China has been to the quarterfinals twice before in the Olympics (Atlanta and Athens). But this was time it was accomplished with the burden of expectation. "It's bigger than in 2004, because it's really difficult having the home court and everything that comes with it," Yao said. "It makes me more excited. It gives me more emotion. "Of course, the pressure is always there in big games. We feel the pressure. But most of the time we handled it pretty well." Yao handled his role as the ballast that was always there for China, making big buckets and grabbing big rebounds. "I think this team comes with more experience after all of our training games and a very frustrating game against Spain," Yao said. "I think we all learn how to trust each other, play together and win this game as a team. "Sometimes it seems like we are down, like at halftime and in the fourth quarter. But we know what to do." They did enough to answer the challenge, reach their pre-tournament goal and to enjoy the raucous celebration with a house packed with their jubilant countrymen, even if 7-6 center couldn't quite into words the grin that was sprinting across his face. "I don't know," the beaming Yao said. "This is a big something. How do I describe? I don't know. Give me a break."
8/16/2008 Beijing's big bang（zz India Today）
China invented both gunpowder and silk. It worked out that water could be put to use for tea as well as torture. It gave the world the idea of yin and yang. So, it's highly likely it could manage staging an Olympic Games on its own. Thanks for asking, though. Sure, the Olympics is the Godzilla of sports events-10,500 athletes, 205 countries, 305 events, 5,600 accredited media, bless 'em all. But if you want to daunt China, large numbers is not the way to go. There's 1.3 billion of them to start with, and you don't want to know how many pairs of socks they go through in a year. The numbers that can transfix China are far smaller, more elegant and loaded with meaning. At one time only the Emperor could use the '9'. The Mandarin word for '4' sounds too close to the word for 'death' so it has fallen out of favour with some when it comes to picking mobile phone numbers. And in a final conclusive, cosmic coincidence the digit that dominates the 29th Olympics has been distilled down to 8. Yes, yes, of course, the Beijing Games open at 8 O'clock on the eighth day of the eighth month of the year 2008 in a thunderclap of fireworks (er…the Chinese invented them too). But the 'eight' that has mesmerised the world belongs to an American with an old affinity for water and a newly-sprouted, rather becoming Fu Manchu moustache.
This worshipful global chorus around his pursuit of Mark Spitz's record, however, puzzles Michael Phelps: "You guys are the ones talking about it… I haven't said anything about going after any record."
Gee, Michael, the world wants you to win eight golds because it's just an Olympic kinda thing to do. China does that to people, makes them think macro and in one mind. They know a few things about collective will here. That's what these Games are based on. For the past seven years, it's all they have thought about. In English, they're calling it "Beijingoism" and in Mandarin, the Chinese don't bother to translate. They just holler "Jia Yoh, Jia Yoh", in their deep, rousing national sporting chant. It means 'come on' and they say it gives their athletes "power". They will probably be chanting for two whole weeks because their eventual goal is to top the gold medal table ahead of the United States and they think 40-odd golds should do it. "We're only interested in gold," shrugs storekeeper Jiang Fengzhen, echoing what one of their foreign rowing coaches was told: "One gold equals a thousand silvers". It is a very heavy load for China's 639 athletes to bear.
Xinhua sports writer Cao Jianjie says, "Home court advantage is a double-edged sword-our athletes are very nervous competing at home." Superstars like NBA basketballer Houston Rockets centre Yao Ming and Athens 100m gold medallist Liu Xiang, live in a fish bowl and Cao says "don't worry" about pressure.
Those fretting the most are table tennis players, gymnasts and divers. The race for Aoyun Shoujin (first gold) has turned into a bitter contest between China's shooters and the weightlifters. To help them soak in the stress, China's coaches have tried to simulate the Beijing Games during training. Noise has been cranked up, families have been invited to watch those athletes who specifically don't want them around during competition and psychologists and Chinese philosophy experts have been summoned. Now the athletes are just about ready to go. Chinese riflewoman Du Li begged, "Please don't hype it up." Even the stoic Liu was quoted as saying of the Games, "I will try my best but I still have to live after this…" Phelps, too, has struggled with waiting, "The last three weeks seem like forever." He has spent the time between training playing cards and trying not to watch the clock. Never mind humanity, the Olympics certainly unite athletes-in the desperate anticipation, in the appetite for action. India's boxers were left straining to visit their competition venue, the Workers Stadium, for the lack of a bus. They trained in a downtown Beijing gym, skipping rope to the sound of a mobile phone playing "Zindagi har kadam ek nayi jung hai (Life's every step brings anew battle)". When the news of Monica Devi's positive dope test filtered through, the contingent were glad to be spared early embarrassment at the venue. There is little time for regrets in a Games where every issue is large scale. Beijing Organising Committee chief Liu Qi told his countrymen that the Olympics were, "the cultural activity that draws the biggest attention from people all over the world… we cannot afford any mistakes". 6/10/2007 长春 昨天通知下周回北京，前天中午吃饭的时候咬破了下嘴唇，晚饭时又咬在了中午的伤口，今天进化为溃疡。大前天右手小拇指被一块钢板砸中，没有伤口，今天疼痛开始随着乌青扩散。很多天之前去体育场看亚泰打申花，结果比赛推迟四个小时推迟，流窜了两个小时，又在对面的狗肉馆里吃了一个多小时的牛肉面，长春人是文明淳朴的，并且强悍，上座率很高，上海人一溃千里，１：４，发现一个风格很飘逸的左后卫，长春的张笑非，就是单薄了点，体育场几乎没有笼音效果，听觉浩瀚度差些。再之前是无比后悔带个相机来，遇到很多值得记录的东西，市中心有个吉大窗纱的广告牌：经常被模仿 从未被超越...再之前就是凉快的冷，确实是个避暑的地方，小师妹说她们红色旅游正在延安，我说不吃洋芋擦擦就算是白去了，再之前就是5.1长假了。
4.2日我正式交了辞职报告，4.16正式开始第二份工作，第一个短期的流浪，两个合在一起。我把自己所有的钱摆在床上，然后拍照留念，博昌说你丫就是闲的，我说这是对生命偶然的恐慌和敬畏，我忙的时候你还在睡觉。
盲目任性的联系了很多人，也认识了很多人，并且联系到了很多人，昨天还给一个特别的人说生日快乐，好象是挺特别的。还敬酒拜了一个师父，我说师父我不能喝酒，就和你喝可乐吧，师父说没事，以后认真点就好了。吉日嘎拉给我说咱们就是在全国流浪，我想想我还是很喜欢长春的，长期的青春，而且天气很好，并且喜欢这种旅行流浪的感觉，但是我坚决不喜欢流浪，有感觉就好了。
想哭就哭，想笑就笑，流浪就流浪，天天刷牙看楼下的十字路口，拐了，拐了。流浪也是自己的流浪，怎么过都是在过自己的时间，所以应该没有流浪，qq偶然遇见pf，他在开罗，偶然遇见建雄，他在利马，流浪的人太多了 呵呵
邢捕头说自己除一点外是完美的全才，唯一的遗憾就是青春不在了，长春啊长春 1/28/2007 纯爷们 昌平是遥远的，周五晚上想洗澡，磨唧磨唧到深夜，推到明天早上，早上醒来的不晚，醒来之后已经不想洗了，于是和自己对峙，饿啊，好像周末醒来之后总是没有吃的东西，终于在抽屉里找到了一堆忘记了的方糖，觉的不刷牙吃东西不好，于是去刷牙，想了想洗脸还是等一会吧，开始一块一块的吃糖，越吃越饿，终于发现电视里有了可以看看的东西，掘金对爵士，答案是很nb的，越来越饿，想起来前几天去踢球，一个大哥传了一个好的不能再好的球，我不假思索，一脚打飞，大哥对着我喊：这么没有责任心，怎么结婚啊！真有道理。fg说他出发了，赶紧去洗脸，发现头发很脏很乱，时间来不及了，想想无所谓了反正大街上不认识的人多，大家太熟了，更加无所谓了，呵呵，这个借口找的无懈可击，匆匆出门，到了积水潭等fg，好饿啊，地铁口买了一个乱七八糟的煎饼，正吃的时候fg来了，一起进发，车上他说，很久不见，刚才第一眼看见你，马上想起来无极中吃馒头的那个小女孩，呵呵，简约主义的极至。
发现大家的生活还是很积极的，只有一个人的头发和我一样，上厕所的时候不小心看了一下镜子，真恶心。折腾，折腾，折腾，回到zy的家里发现了一个纯爷们，一个完整意义的男人，再开始折腾，期间讨论了一句含有哲学意义的话：无论你拥有什么，你都是孤独的。结果是没有结果也没有意义。晚上英格兰足总杯曼联对朴茨茅斯，实在等不到比赛结束，下意识的睡着，lc在小胖子改变比分的时候推了推我，这个睡在沙发上的男人具备了比较扎实的足球行业动态信息，正如我。
早上醒来的太早了，上班的第一大危害就是准时醒来，今天醒来的竟然早了些。越来越觉的zy已经进化到了纯爷们的境界，应颁发一个红本本证书，烫金大字的那种，加盖钢印。
匆忙，匆忙，匆忙，匆忙中见了金祖一面，更匆忙的是这期间还穿插了见宇哥一面。
老久老久没有来上网，发现了一些变化，也有些一直没有变的东西，让我怎么说，我不知道，头顶着蓝天，沉默高远。有人问我：知道和谐社会是什么吗？我只回答了俩个字：消失。清静，真清静，虽然孤独一些。
（表达是我们所要面对的第一个问题，强烈的表达）
5/7/2006 我们 昨天又去了北交大,和黄强冯兵去踢球,那颗号称06世界杯专用所谓80欧元球,很不幸的是我刚开始就摔了一跤,伤口有一点深,包扎的时候倒吸凉气差点叫出来,好像是平生第一次这样.姚明说伤疤是男人的勋章.后来再去,进行了一场高强度快节奏的对抗,对方实力很强,幸好本方人员基本素质过关,挽回了颓势.然后三个人去把酒言欢,大家突然想起来高中的第一个宿舍227,已经8年了,真久远,谁想我们三个居然坐在这里吃饭,那个时候延中对面的米饭俩块钱一个人,我们这几个人的发育全靠着那里,最清楚的就是那里的丸子做的最象肉丸子就是吃起来一点也没有肉丸子该有的味道,导致我后来对丸子基本失去胃口...
努力的回忆曾经的那些人那些事,把还有记忆的人彻底的查找了一遍,觉的好像落了很多人,刚才看了看高中的毕业照,才确定昨晚聊的很全面.最后聊到他们实在抗不住了,确实太累了,我包扎的纱布掉了且不敢洗澡,我躺下之后伤口就开始发作,只有右侧卧是安全姿势,伤口的热情是火辣辣的,实在没有睡意,拿出手机两点半了,想发发短信(好像这个时候只有不靠谱的青年才发短信)翻了半天通讯录终于没有合适的人,过了一会终于想起一个在新疆戍边的陈权伟,他们那里也不过十点多,但是他手机停机了.三点半,上厕所,睡觉.今天最后一个醒来,吃饭回家.
发现自己现在写东西好像捡石头一样,随便捡几块放在一起,没有什么条理,不复当年,不知道想写什么,也不知道该写什么,写出来也不是自己的风格,也没有写出来自己想写的,好比吃了一顿很饱的面条,我最不喜欢吃面条. 4/14/2006 学bb写童年前几天看到一个高中的同学回忆童年,一直认为童年这种珍贵的东西是要拿给女朋友分享的,反正今天的郁闷也写不出来,就也把童年拿出来. 小时候体弱多病(上大学才发现已经进化成肌肉男,健壮),经常闹着不吃饭,父母试过一切方法,软硬不吃.后来一个号称有法术的老人(具体性别有待考证)传授外婆一个法门,说我不吃饭是因为有魔性(此词方言不好翻译,暂代,听起来也酷一些),而且应该藏在心底里,一个很封闭的环境里,要解此魔需虔心向佛,并授开解佛法,就是必须要我亲自打碎一个外公买的茶壶,我的魔性就在里面,而且和外公家有渊源,大人切记不能提醒开导,否则失灵.爸爸虽然不屑,但别无他法. 我时年三岁尚幼,外公买了一个上等的茶壶,小心翼翼的交给我把玩,期望我能迅速脱离魔性,并洗脱他家的不白之冤,可又不便鼓励我,就候在旁边等.我用自己的破坏本性打消了所有人的疑虑,及时用清脆的声音结束了负有高尚使命的茶壶,皆大欢喜.然后没有了下文,因为没有效果.呵呵
4/9/2006 回归 今天是中国篮球界的一个重大的日子,也是一个即将而立的大郅回来了,不管过去曾经的诸般无奈,以及隔阂,回家是唯一个词语.
或许更多的人会说到国家队,08奥运,毕竟我们是中国人.可是王最宝贵的青春却被谁埋葬,虽然他还有重新来过的机会,就王个体来说过去漫长沉重复杂的岁月无所期望,只在观望他人舞台.现在皆大欢喜,问罪无用,以之为鉴.寥寥数字,不足慨叹,
只别荒废了青春
4/8/2006 自在 这是我过年工作以来第一个自在的周末,一直睡到现在,昨天没有踢球也没有喝酒,遗憾的是昨天没有先见之明准备些吃的东西,实在是不想出去走动,把房子里几乎是可以吃的东西都尝试了一遍,终于命小胃大,出去胡乱买了些充饥的东西,天气还有点冷,走在路上有一种想跑的冲动,想想自己没有刘翔用可乐英雄救美的本事,作罢.
自在就是自由自在,寂寞是一个人的狂欢 呵呵 4/2/2006 论博客 高中有一次写关于鸿门宴的作文,由于受到本班一个女生写的无比抒情的句子的刺激,题目用了鸿门史论,老师说题目太大,改成了鸿门之我见,后来那个女生自己说他的句子是抄新概念作文里的,后来上了大学只要是需要交论文的,题目和内容都是写的无比的大,当堂点名纸条都敢写经济全球化的未来...现在是一个社会青年,才发现社会了真是什么人都有,说献丑就是献丑,更有说不献丑还是献丑的.反正是社会青年了言论自由受到宪法保护,想怎么论就怎么论.不象去吃饭,不能想怎么点就怎么点.
博客(BLOG)也就是WEB LOG的缩写简单来说就是网络日记.从草根网民到名人,全国人民一起大炼博客,人性中共同的弱点和特点让大家一起来抒发.觉的越写越晦涩且有故意卖弄之嫌.换条路,首先感谢第一个让我尝试的拐子,大概这里也不方便写真名,再感谢让我申请msn的小白.据说博客就是经营自己的一份心情,可是话说白了就没有意思了,那是不是一种自恋,或者一种希望被关注和关怀的闷骚,有人经常对我说要在乎别人的感受,懂得给朋友虚荣的机会,保护他们的心情.那就不讨论动机了.是不是我太容易被人影响?这样想又体现了自己犹豫,真的是每个人都有弱点啊 呵呵
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